Psalm of the day is psalm 7.💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Spiritual collective reading for today working with the Grateful Dead tarot. Due to lack of surface space I don’t do this spread traditionally but I work by card number. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Card at the bottom of the pack for this is possibly something about needing to hermit up. Card 1 is you possibly a swift message. Card 2 is your challenge possibly not quite yet but making plans about something. Card 3 is recent past possibly a need for moderation. Card 5 is seekers goal possibly feeling trapped about something. Card 6 is seekers subconscious possibly needing a rest. Card 7 is advice card possibly a big change. Card 8 is surrounding influences possibly something very fulfilling. Card 9 is hopes and fears possible needing to keep your strength up about something. Card 10 is outcome card possibly a fairness issue. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I am pacing myself with the cards today. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
It’s tricky about deciding how I did the memorial stuff for Dougie because it happened in the evening on May 4 to the point that I found out on my birthday about what happened. I think I’m finding a happy medium where celebrating MY the 4th Be With You is very much a possible thing. It’s a process though and you never know how it’ll be year by year. In his obituary they managed to not have suicide be mentioned but having ur seem like ur was related to heart disease issues which in a sense it was a large part of it cuz of the health complications. For quite a while u rent like I couldn’t even say the cause of his death even though kind of that group even know about this blog anyway. That’s how guarded of a piece of info it is. They are doing their best to keep it that way and it’s very understandable. It also says how much a member of the community he actually was. About ability to keep certain details quiet in the public obituary. They don’t deny what happened but they skirt around exact cause of death in it. It was kind of like what Robin Williams was going through but with heart disease related issues. It took me forever to watch Robin Williams again without feeling extremely sad about that. My late uncle’s death was ruled a suicide but it wasn’t. Even though it was a heron overdose, it most definitely was not a suicide. It’s one of the main reasons I stared away from hard drugs and I’m a lightweight with edibles. I do partake in those once in a while. Not often though and I keep it that way. In my tropical chart especially I can tend to be a wild child with substances so, it’s probably my inner warning system about that. His overdose happened when I was still a teenager. I did Dougie’s memorial post yesterday mostly. 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
So far, stats are visible to me today as far as not being at 0 when ya know that is very much not the true number of views especially based on the nature of stuff you’re posting but, the note to WordPress is probably a reminder I’ll post very frequently cuz it happens at volatile times. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿
Getting a plan together with momma and the sixteen year old boy kiddo Caleb to finish organizing the house by the end of this month thoroughly as well as weekly cleaning schedules starting this week with that. Having my biological brother and sister in law and two nieces out for the first time at the house at beginning of June or possibly the eve of May. that’ll be exciting! Caleb has been extremely helpful with deep cleansing especially like cupboards she drawers scrub down etc. More thorough of a job at behind the furniture scrub down. LFG! 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿I’m thinking probably for those folks some of my Heinz 57 burgers. They can be a superpower. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
As promised, these are my feet. The jabber goes have been ab issue for me since birth I decided this is the most I will show and it’s the most I’ve shown in a pic like this ever. It’s always been a sensitive issue for me and yes it was a part of the open heart surgery at an extremely young age. I did have a bunion removal on my big left toe when I was a teenager. It really affected a lot for me as well about feet issues. I decided not to paint my two big toe nails. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿they aren’t ugly, they do actually look kind of dainty but they are definitely not a common thing in younger people do I have my own issues with this from my childhood. I get calluses easily and I have been skipping on the gold bond foot cream lately for it. I have a feeling sone will appreciate this quite a bit and relate to it. 🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️