Listen to 20 Greatest Hits on Spotify. The Shirelles · Compilation · 2005 · 20 songs.
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Thinking about music profile stuff. My fave in this is Mama Said but, sometimes ya just need a greatest hits album. I never did these folks in vocal practice but it’s in my range enough to check it out. 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️going through new moon in Leo issues a bit but, learning not to look at stuff frequently and some day it’ll be not looking at it at all. It’s getting there though. Tricky to do with types who are all out there. And who who like to see folks squirm about it in whatever way. There are some who are like that and feed off reaction. Doing my best to not give it much. Sometimes it gets intense enough to need to a bit Just to vent a bit cuz sometimes the intention is salt on the wound even though they might be oblivious to it but some aren’t. This is the time period I have been working on constructive distraction about knowing it’s been around the bend for awhile. It’s important to not do this much cuz of what I said about how some can feed off of reactions even if they are negative. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿
For more info about this check out the Grateful Dead American Beauty post I did on here on July 16, new moon in Cancer energy and wish. It’s a good thing to put that out there in the universe sometimes and let the universe do its thing according to its timing. Eggs wouldn’t have worked for me considering my situation so yeah, it would need to be a surrogate with a chosen egg from another source. Due to my health issues i was always discouraged from passing anything down. Mercury retrograde in Taurus in my fifth house in tropical suggests this health wise about medical astrology as well as some stuff in my sidereal astrology chart. For me it wasn’t infertility. It was more this issue. So no, it’s never been childless by choice fully even though I tricked myself into the mentality of that for a long time due to certain factors. That’s always been an issue for me and this possibly is truly a wish upon a star thing about ever happening for me. It would be a thing that I would be forever thankful just to be able to experience at all. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿
An example of why I choose to work with Odin and Freya at the ancestral altar rather than my paternal grandparents had to do with this energy and how mentality was in Nazi Germans about this stuff cuz even though they met in the USA, they had that eugenics mentality and definitely had that attitude toward me about it which was extremely harsh. Especially if I had to be cautious about that stuff due to but wanting to pass anything down to the kid. Look up life for German women in Nazi Germany and you’ll see the mentality I am talking about explained in more detail. I met my great Grandma Francis once who was very German. Grandma Mildred was German and grandpa Hansel was Swiss. I tried to work with them ancestrally but in my gut, I felt like I shouldn’t after trying a bit during Tennessee days. It was then that I started working with Odin and Freya ancestrally. It was through that that I started to get to the point that I felt like I could learn the runes. I had a lot of issues about them before that ancestrally speaking especially. So many folks throw the term Nazi at anyone who disagrees with them not even knowing anything about what it is they are saying. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿

This is a photo of my late Grandpa Hansel and my late grandma Mildred. 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️I don’t know any of either of their personal astrology which is how not close I was with either of them. I did get a bit of inheritance when they passed away which I was surprised seeing how am not Dads kid on paper and illegitimate. There is a lot of emotion about this ancestral stuff. It’s just the tip of it but a lot to do with health issues with what I mentioned in this post and open heart surgery survival issues. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿
