Pacing myself with the cards today. I wanted to explain about how the man on fire movie activated my cancer in the eighth house energy in my tropical astrology. Since I mentioned it yesterday a bit. Not too long after that, I got together with Jim. He was a divorced man who had son who was about to his teens. In the Midwest. I got to the point during that relationship where I hung out with the kid (the kid lived with the mom but I never met the mom though.) and him quite frequently and met his mom (who was actually not in a good health state and ended up passing away) and he made a trip to Portlandia with me to meet my dad and mom during a trip there but broke up after that. His divorce was due to infidelity on her part and he had lots of issues but one of the most relaxing aspects of that relationship was I did get along with the kid quite a bit. During that relationship I was in sober mode a lot of the time. Maybe mimosa brunch in Portlandia when we had the trip that i mentioned in this post but that was about it. I cooked at home quite a bit of trips there. We did go out as well just me and him. He introduced us not long after the first visit. It was more his stuff about divorce issues than anything else that made it go kaput. Needless to say, it makes me jumpy about that phase of things when I have anything like that but haven’t in a long time. When you think about the timing of stuff it makes sense about the jumpiness. Divorced men with infidelity issues type stuff. And nooooo, he didn’t break up with me over the phone. He waited for a last romp and broke up with me after that in the bedroom which was like….if you knew you were gonna break up with me couldn’t you have soared the trip and all that feeling like a dirty dishrag used and tossed out??? That’s an example of how I know I probably am good in the sack but dayum. It was a crappy thing to do to anyone. With my cancer in the eighth house in tropical astrology it can be tricky to talk about this aspect at times but sometimes it’s the only thing that can help fully explain it. That was after the Portlandia trip too so I was thinking things were on the right track. And no, he didn’t get any more romps from me after the break up. The break up happened after the last romp was done a d it was sensed to talk about if that was my last trip there or what. Venus in Pisces sidereal hunch as we were cuddling afterward. Im one of those who loves to cuddle, especially after when I do have any of that (been a long enough time I think my cherry grew back though lol) . It was one of those things where I responded verbally to his thought which happens sometimes. I slept on the couch till the trip was done which was an incredibly uncomfortable time in general considering. It wasn’t too long till the end of the trip but long enough to not be comfortable. Even back before astrology days I had that third eye thing that I didn’t fully know how to explain. Even though i answered his thought it still very much was him in thought about the break up. He got a hug and a last passionate kiss at the airport gate departing but that was it. He was the type that would pick me up sometimes with a kiss cuz he was rather tall, but also cuz he was that type anyway. Especially in airport scenario type situations, etc. the kiss on the forehead was always followed by passionate kisses. When there was a kiss on the forehead. It’s been such a long time since I kissed anyone like that I think I forgot how but man, I did love a good make out session though. As I have said before, my sexual appetite can be quite large even Just during those. I tended to get handsy during those, so did Jim . Those have always tended to last a few hours when I get into them. Always in private situations with those to that extent.I always have been like that especially with stuff like that when it happens and there’s fireworks. . Which does not happen all that often with me, but when it does, it does. And those I would get into more often during committed romantic relationships. For frequent repeat type stuff to that level of Especially for anything frequent repeat. Especially frequently to that level. Due to the intensity level of them. It was one of those things that kept me and Kevin doing the on again off again thing until I finally put my foot down and set up boundaries and that was it. Ir was very sexual with me and him. Scorpio rising chicks (in sidereal I’m a Scorpio rising Neptune in Scorpio in my first house).can tend to have this type of thing happen to the extent of witness protection type stuff without the witness protection about the stalking. The Kevin era was after Jim. I tried to be friends with Jim after a bit but it was too soon for that considering his it ended and he got paranoid that I was trying to interfere with his personal stuff which, i wasn’t. So, I ended up blocking him and that was that. That’s a thing I can’t stand when folks accuse you of something and it’s so far from the truth they have no clue they have no clue how big their egos are about it. Considering how things did end there though, it was more of a blessing than anything else about that and moving on from it more fully. That wasnt long of a period of time till that happened. And I had some time post breakup as well with the mentality of it. Kevin was after Jim as far as a time frame for things but, Kevin was the next one though. He was also rather tall but never picked me up as he kissed me ever. So, if that ever happens again, I might have some emotional response to it. And yes, it was more than one smooch when he did that. And yes,that happened last goodbye from him. It was a thing that clued me in on that it was divorced man issues who had an unfaithful wife. Yes there was a forehand kiss but usually that was at the end of one of the pick up kisses previously mentioned. It’s intense to think about the energy of it as it happened. Intense enough for the eighth house cancer energy in tropical astrology to not think about it cuz of the emotion involved in it. Time frame. And it was around the time I met Randall. As Randall always said, music is the healer. Especially blues music. 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹with the metaphysical issues over the past five years as well. Which has been extremely invasive in many ways to the point most can’t comprehend. Now you know more why. It was a long distance thing. Just some lions gate Portal thoughts this morning. 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿here’s a twisted thing about Ruth that I wanted to say aloud cuz she tries to be confusing about me based on the fact that her boyfriends name is Jim but she keeps on deleting stuff with him in it if people catch on about it and possibly call her out in the thieving confusion in the process. It is not the same Jim as my ex but, she’s tried to be confusing about it even very recently. Stop trying to be confusing and thieving about me and this site. To whom it may concern. I caught her at this awhile back when I mentioned Jim about the Kevin time frame. But I remembered enough about what she did to try to be confusing about me Ruth that I know that if I brought Jim up again, I would call her out on her bullshit about this. I’m just ready for her crap to be done about trying to be confusing about me. I’m glad I mention site authorship and contact info as frequently as I do. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿
Spiritual collective reading for today working with the gilded reverie Lenormand deck. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the wild unknown tarot. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
Fixing some typos in the stuff I was writing about Jim on this post. Glad I caught them early. Apologies on that. Typos happen sometimes. 💕💕💕💕💕💕Just fixed the typos I could find in there fully but, I’ll look through it again. I added some stuff to it also. 💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thinking up an original recipe for a Cobb salad Kosher variation with turkey bacon and leftover chicken cutlet pieces from the chicken cutlets food blog on here last food blog recipe I did. And vinaigrette dressing for the dressing. I always use spinach in salads cuz of the nutritional value. I’ll whip that up in a bit and put the food blog up on here only accordingly so, stay tuned on here only for all that info as I get it. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I’m still working on getting the tip jar up and functional. Hopefully it’ll be by the end of this weekend but I won’t know until it’s done. That’s how it is. I’ll notify folks on here only when I get the tip jar up and functional on here so, stay tuned for all that info as I get it. The good news is, the store is gonna be in the same spot as that so by the time mercury goes direct, it’ll be all ready to get started for the shop. 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the wild unknown animal spirit oracle cards. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with playing cards. Celtic cross spread. Due to lack of surface space i don’t do this spread traditional but I work by card number. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
Spiritual collective pick a card reading with the runes. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the everyday oracle (Sibilla) cards. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
Pondering doing a salmon recipe from one of my Jewish cookbooks this weekend fox the food blog. Stay tuned in on here only for all that info as I get it. I need to decide which recipe. 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
