Pacing myself with the cards today 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I added some meditation to the part of the post yesterday with my picture of myself ass kid. 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Now comes the phase of victim when one puts up boundaries 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢Final Phase of grey rock about Tricia. Good thoughts appreciated much is the only details I will give on it. She is a crybully type 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢especially when you put up your boundaries after she is at fault. I have seen her do this with other things so I was prepared . It’s in her chart as well everyone 💕💕💕💕💕💕this phase should be done within this upcoming week. For an estimate of time approximately 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️im pretty sure she will need to confront her own alcoholism issues as well with all this even more like to the point of sobering up to an extent. That’s how far gone she is in not wanting to face any of that within herself. She has been like this since I have known her and always has been this way with that so who knows what will happen there. 💁🏻♀️💁🏻♀️💁🏻♀️💁🏻♀️💁🏻♀️💁🏻♀️I’ll be fully home from her by the time she does any of that. Alcohol spurts things on a lot eith her 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Catching some typos in the stuff I added on yesterday in the post and trying to think of the time frame of when stuff went down as well. I do remember just keeping theater stuff quiet from him though. I knew that mich about how he was with that and that that was what I needed to do. Vocals didn’t happen till around high school for singing though which is how much he messed with my chart that way. The theater stuff wasn’t. from the school where he was. He was messing a lot with music stuff in my chart 💕💕💕💕💕💕still going through that post for typos. Apologies about that. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕and thinking about exact timing for the theater stuff as well . It’s all a thing one would prefer to leave in the past a lot of the time due to level of wtf especially about the astrology indoctrination he was attempting on me, however unaware of that that I was at the time. All I knew was that he was not a nice man . It was a smart thing to flatbed theater workshops as I did and keep them quiet from him as much as possible. Lots of Shakespeare stuff to start with. That made it easy to keep quiet from him cuz they liked Shakespeare. I did get to go to the Shakespeare festival in Ashland Oregon which was a replica of the globe theater and super cool! School trip type stuff. Not sure if it’s around still or what . The theater workshops were on weekends and not all the time. Depending on best project you were in . Doing things as I did them though knowing in my gut how to go about it just based on his energy in general was a large part of what gave me strength during that time period . Interesting to think of the theater stuff and the timing with stuff. The parts I usually had in those workshops were medium size (character roles a lot). It was stuff you could use for your resume type full show size workshops. 💕💕💕💕💕I’ll check the post for any more typos in a bit but, I think I got them all 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
In tropical astrology my Jupiter is in Gemini in the 6th house so Shakespeare makes sense to me about why I was drawn to it. Also why it’s an aspect this full moon in Gemini for me being emphasized cuz of the Gemini energy of it. 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the Alice in wonderland tarot. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the gilded reverie Lenormand. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
It’s been interesting going through what all I need to reprogram within myself for the music stuff especially about black moon Lilith in Gemini energy about that. Theater is throughout both sidereal and tropical astrology charts to the point I felt called to it even before I knew the astrology. I was always more for backstage type stuff and small part even then though. Since I have been doing my research on the music stuff in each chart, it should not be so confusing about what to reprogram myself. It does explain the music education aspect being stunted though cuz that is usually the agr when a lot of that sinks in mentally. I’ll get it though. 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️