December 9, 2022. Psalm and readings for the day🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️


Delving more into my sidereal. My Saturnis in my 9th house but my Pluto is in my 11th house in Virgo which also explains my process about deciding when to present anything like music portfolio or dust and quality level of my own stuff. Often times we are our own harshest critics with this type of stuff but it also explains more about the no organized religion aspect within me πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•it’s another unusual placement πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•often times as well not talking about something can preserve it for a musical project that will be its own firm of healing for you to work on in general. Gotta meditate on which way to even go about this one. It might be one of those instrumental only music theory studies type things. That’s the level of intensity of if but I don’t wanna cave into folks egotism about it either snd there’s a shit ton πŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•today, looking up the stuff I have been talking about rewiring my brain about with music education in general. Skillshare and Tex talk first πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•I don’t wanna be one of those known for fuss Travis lol I usually avoid that in music for listening for myself as well. It’s just not my jam πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§Ώβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ

Listening to A Day in The Life in its entirety by Wes Montgomery πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’• instrumental jazz is a thing I started throwing myself into post Kevin eraπŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•waiting to be more separate from Tricia about a lot of music stuff us important for the timing for me with this cuz if her jealousy issues about this type of thing within herself and not doing shadow work for shift within herself about it but it’s an aspect she doesn’t think about at all . She numbs it with alcohol instead and bitch sechs type things with whoever will listen to her side only and talking points only lol πŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•it also majorly helps to have preferred music genres to focus on before music education specifics in general. To know which areas to focus on for you. This his what I’m finding out in my own journey with it πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§Ώβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ

Spiritual collective reading for today working with the Alice in Wonderland Tarot. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you. Card at the bottom of the pack for this is possible some big change. Indicator card for this is possible some swift messages. Recent past possibly some transformation during a time of glass half full mentality. Possibly some anxiety about something and feeling trapped largely anxiety based. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️

Pacing myself with the cards today πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•I have to be quiet about a lot of the journey I am going through but it’s an intense one to go through. The reading for today hit hit home for me a lot cuz of this. I might be able to talk about it more way later on but by then I will have worked through a lot anyway within myself. Folks are going through much needed closure of their own with the astrology timing of stuff and I’m not blind to that aspect of it. Even though they might have assumed that lol . Such us the level of egotism I was talking about πŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’you know how the saying goes: when you assume it makes an ass of you and me? lol jus sayin πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•often times it’s a blessing when things don’t happen and we don’t see that aspect till after we have worked through it or sometimes not at all but regardless of my inner stuff about things I see it. πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•my black moon Lilith is in Gemini which could explain why this full moon was so intense for me and anxiety as well. I think it’s the same on sidereal and tropical cuz I just used black moon Lilith calculator at cafe astrology . I’ll check it out further today but, I think it’s the same for both . Thus full moon was especially intense with mars aspects . It’s a part of my nld as well thst I have worked with throughout life πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§Ώβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ

The black moon in Lilith in Gemini is also my nld stuff visible in my chart. So, even before knowing the astrology, I have always been working at it even if it is from a western medicine psychology view point πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•but yeah it makes the indoctrination that my teacher did. based on my chart or was trying to even worse cuz I see it even with more detail knowing this part of my chart πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•enough to know I was extremely accurate about my theory based on experience of time with hin that it wasn’t just being paranoid about it πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§Ώβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ

Even my bite me, Jagger song I was thinking about doing and still am based on his anti vaxxer diss is gonna be mostly an instrumental and I still plan on doing this as a first music theory project as well. No clue when that’ll be yet but I’ll notify folks on here only about any of that progress as it happens. So stay tuned on here only for all that. πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•it’ll be one of those with few words and mostly instrumental based on what I’m thinking about so far for it.πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•I’ve never been one for diss tracks . Even my Don Lemon one is gonna be relatively soft for a diss track but it’s one I feel I need to make from pandemic time stuff about his stuff about unconscious people πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•due to health sensitivity issues, I am unvaccinated and will always be so πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•nld stands for nonverbal learning disorder . I could tell what my teacher did with my astrology soon as o learned about my chart in general but especially with the black moon Lilith in Gemini. He was extremely prejudiced about my nld as it was before that though anyway πŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’πŸ€’it just makes it more understandable from an astrology view point about it with this info about how he was with me . It was middle school age so, not yet pre teen. Be cautious about anyone reading your kids astrology chart in general and their intentions with that info Especially astro prejudice stuff. It was two years with him as a teacher. So yes, I know a lot of my training my brain again is also revisiting some of the black moon Lilith in Gemini stuff as well which actually will make it easier to reprogram the other stuff especially about music or vocals. Also not shocking that this revelation is coming in the aftermath of full moon in Gemini . So yeah, huge full moon for me personally. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿

Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the Alice in Wonderland Tarot. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.

Pile 1: possible some betrayal issues about a salesperson type who might have been trying to be forceful pushy about a purchase splurge of some kind.
Pile 2: you might have your ish together about something but need to play it calm with a poker face but you might not be too good at that. Also possibly needing to wait about something.
Pile 3: possibly wanting to go full speed ahead about something. Possibly some spontaneous travel and a new journey. Possibly some home base issues.
Spiritual collective reading for today working with the gilded reverie Lenormand. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Card at the bottom of the pack for this is possibly something about a gal or female health issue possibly feminine nature type stuff. Card 1 is rider and possibly some news about something that you might be feeling blocked or stalled about. Card 2 is possible something about a man or male health issue that you might have rose colored glasses on about. Card 3 is fish and possibly some good luck about something close to your heart. Card 4 is fox and possibly something about jealousy issues that you might have victim mentality about. Possibly needing to do some personal shadow work on yourself about something. Card 5 is bear and possibly something about power struggle issues that you might be standing on your own about. Card 6 is child and possibly some issues about a you g person or pet that might be masked about something so, just do all research or tests needed etc. Card 7 is letter and possibly something about communication either verbal or written and wish fulfillment type stuff about this. Card 8 is tower and possibly something about something you might be standing on your own about and some confusing thing that seems like a maze. Card 9 is ring and possibly some jealousy issues about commitment type stuff. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️

Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the gilded reverie Lenormand. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.

Pile 1: possibly something that you need to look more deeply in about. Possibly getting close to wish fulfillment about something and needing to pick and choose what you let ruffle your feathers about something. Possibly something you might be being tough on yourself about.
Pile 2: Possibly something about some travel issues and home base stuff. Possibly something about male nature type stuff and travel like I am sending maybe something of a thing that has to do with a bit of travel but helps you get that make nature zing back in your step. I’m sensing possibly some kind of sports adrenaline rush type stuff. that type of thing possibly for some release.
Pile 3: you might be learning a lot about something about detox stuff. It might be time for something and possibly close to wish fulfillment about something.
In this photo of me, I was 12 years old so, still going through that but knowing it. πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•I checked up on the exact timing for how long I was with that school that that teacher was with and it was three years with that teacher. 6, 7 and 8 grade. I thought that was correct timing with stuff πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•explaining this to this extent will help to understand that it makes my music education goals a bit different than most with the reprogramming I need to do about that astrologically within myself based on this time period indoctrination attempt by him πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•ot was one of those things I have been in the process of doing since I started learning my personal astrology and knowing that it happened to some extent but as for the musical journey, I didn’t realize how much that was affected as far as a lot goes. I know now though and I know which direction to go in for the reprogramming about that within myself Black moon Lilith in Gemini is gonna be key to helping me work through it musically πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•based on some elements for Taurus specifically for the full moon in Gemini, I k ew it was gonna be a large part about the medical reprogramming of that part of my brain πŸ’•πŸ’•β€οΈπŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§Ώβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈthe Theater stuff i got into was not at this school . I did that at the same time that I was in middle school. It was for a place for folks who needed to build up their resume that might have had challenges otherwise and it helped me out a lot with the choices with that. Those are the only details I will give about it snd yes that was were I got my first vocal training for singing as well so it didn’t have his influences there. Of course in the northwest they have this type of thing a lot various places anyway. But even with that though, I did know to some extent that I would do best with a behind the scenes type thing cuz of stage fright and anxiety stuff πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•any parts I had in high school plays were non speaking even though I did pretty well in class with it, anxiety stuff about the stage fright was big to the point that I knew it would have to be back stage or just recording type stuff . Especially as social media took over with how folks do things and reality tv and how things are with the social climate nowadays I’m glad I came to decisions about this when I did about that . I got my resume built up enough to get the foxfire extras gig though. I can be seen in that but ya gotta pause it to see ur cuz it moves fast. When Angelina gets out of the detention center I’m in the line of girls. I have shoulder length jet black hair and I think it’s first in line after the last security cop in the line as the girls enter the detention center as she is leaving. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️he was so bad with that that I knew in my gut that this was the right route to go about any of that type of thing About how I went about any theater stuff back then .πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•it was visible with how I was responding to his style of stuff that that was what I needed to do for myself just based off mundane observation in general . The theater stuff I actually started doing a bit of while I was in middle school.. trying to think of the timing of when exactly for the voice lessons for singing but I am pretty sure that was when I was still there πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•so no, he gets no credit whatsoever about that with me. If anything he tried to stifle that part of me. Which is all throughout both sidereal and tropical charts especially music 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️this is where things like the podcast will be a strength for me to cultivate within myself . I will probably get the podcast started around the time that mars goes direct. I need to think about when exactly for the timing so stay tuned kn here only for all that info as I get it πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§Ώβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ

I’m thankful I got the Sophie Scholl strength in my tropical astrology chart and the strength in my sidereal chart including Scorpio ascendant strength especially πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•it’s the strength that helped me survive the open heart surgery . I didn’t get into occult stuff till after middle school. Around the time I got my first tarot deck at 16 years old from a family friend. (The motherpeace tarot was what she gave me) Just for an idea of my metaphysical journey . Cuz I know some might be curious as to the time frame of that journey for me πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•my first occult books that I read that stuck with me ethically was anything by Scott Cunningham especially. Wicca for the solitary practitioner parts 1 and 2 especially πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§Ώβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ

Currently listening to Djangology in it’s entirety πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•Let this be a lesson to me to not go this long without listening to Django again πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§ΏπŸ§Ώβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ

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