Delving more into my sidereal. My Saturnis in my 9th house but my Pluto is in my 11th house in Virgo which also explains my process about deciding when to present anything like music portfolio or dust and quality level of my own stuff. Often times we are our own harshest critics with this type of stuff but it also explains more about the no organized religion aspect within me 💕💕💕💕💕it’s another unusual placement 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕often times as well not talking about something can preserve it for a musical project that will be its own firm of healing for you to work on in general. Gotta meditate on which way to even go about this one. It might be one of those instrumental only music theory studies type things. That’s the level of intensity of if but I don’t wanna cave into folks egotism about it either snd there’s a shit ton 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕today, looking up the stuff I have been talking about rewiring my brain about with music education in general. Skillshare and Tex talk first 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕I don’t wanna be one of those known for fuss Travis lol I usually avoid that in music for listening for myself as well. It’s just not my jam 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Listening to A Day in The Life in its entirety by Wes Montgomery 💕💕💕💕💕💕 instrumental jazz is a thing I started throwing myself into post Kevin era💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕waiting to be more separate from Tricia about a lot of music stuff us important for the timing for me with this cuz if her jealousy issues about this type of thing within herself and not doing shadow work for shift within herself about it but it’s an aspect she doesn’t think about at all . She numbs it with alcohol instead and bitch sechs type things with whoever will listen to her side only and talking points only lol 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢💕💕💕💕💕💕💕it also majorly helps to have preferred music genres to focus on before music education specifics in general. To know which areas to focus on for you. This his what I’m finding out in my own journey with it 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Pacing myself with the cards today 💕💕💕💕💕💕I have to be quiet about a lot of the journey I am going through but it’s an intense one to go through. The reading for today hit hit home for me a lot cuz of this. I might be able to talk about it more way later on but by then I will have worked through a lot anyway within myself. Folks are going through much needed closure of their own with the astrology timing of stuff and I’m not blind to that aspect of it. Even though they might have assumed that lol . Such us the level of egotism I was talking about 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢you know how the saying goes: when you assume it makes an ass of you and me? lol jus sayin 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕often times it’s a blessing when things don’t happen and we don’t see that aspect till after we have worked through it or sometimes not at all but regardless of my inner stuff about things I see it. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕my black moon Lilith is in Gemini which could explain why this full moon was so intense for me and anxiety as well. I think it’s the same on sidereal and tropical cuz I just used black moon Lilith calculator at cafe astrology . I’ll check it out further today but, I think it’s the same for both . Thus full moon was especially intense with mars aspects . It’s a part of my nld as well thst I have worked with throughout life 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
The black moon in Lilith in Gemini is also my nld stuff visible in my chart. So, even before knowing the astrology, I have always been working at it even if it is from a western medicine psychology view point 💕💕💕💕💕💕but yeah it makes the indoctrination that my teacher did. based on my chart or was trying to even worse cuz I see it even with more detail knowing this part of my chart 💕💕💕💕💕💕enough to know I was extremely accurate about my theory based on experience of time with hin that it wasn’t just being paranoid about it 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Even my bite me, Jagger song I was thinking about doing and still am based on his anti vaxxer diss is gonna be mostly an instrumental and I still plan on doing this as a first music theory project as well. No clue when that’ll be yet but I’ll notify folks on here only about any of that progress as it happens. So stay tuned on here only for all that. 💕💕💕💕💕💕it’ll be one of those with few words and mostly instrumental based on what I’m thinking about so far for it.💕💕💕💕💕💕💕I’ve never been one for diss tracks . Even my Don Lemon one is gonna be relatively soft for a diss track but it’s one I feel I need to make from pandemic time stuff about his stuff about unconscious people 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕due to health sensitivity issues, I am unvaccinated and will always be so 💕💕💕💕💕💕nld stands for nonverbal learning disorder . I could tell what my teacher did with my astrology soon as o learned about my chart in general but especially with the black moon Lilith in Gemini. He was extremely prejudiced about my nld as it was before that though anyway 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢it just makes it more understandable from an astrology view point about it with this info about how he was with me . It was middle school age so, not yet pre teen. Be cautious about anyone reading your kids astrology chart in general and their intentions with that info Especially astro prejudice stuff. It was two years with him as a teacher. So yes, I know a lot of my training my brain again is also revisiting some of the black moon Lilith in Gemini stuff as well which actually will make it easier to reprogram the other stuff especially about music or vocals. Also not shocking that this revelation is coming in the aftermath of full moon in Gemini . So yeah, huge full moon for me personally. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿
Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the Alice in Wonderland Tarot. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the gilded reverie Lenormand. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
I’m thankful I got the Sophie Scholl strength in my tropical astrology chart and the strength in my sidereal chart including Scorpio ascendant strength especially 💕💕💕💕💕💕it’s the strength that helped me survive the open heart surgery . I didn’t get into occult stuff till after middle school. Around the time I got my first tarot deck at 16 years old from a family friend. (The motherpeace tarot was what she gave me) Just for an idea of my metaphysical journey . Cuz I know some might be curious as to the time frame of that journey for me 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕my first occult books that I read that stuck with me ethically was anything by Scott Cunningham especially. Wicca for the solitary practitioner parts 1 and 2 especially 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Currently listening to Djangology in it’s entirety 💕💕💕💕💕Let this be a lesson to me to not go this long without listening to Django again 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️