
I added some more thoughts about some drama I have been going through to the post yesterday . Pacing myself with the cards today 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
In sidereal I’m Scorpio riding and Libra north node which helps balance it out a bit 💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the antique anatomy tarot. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.




Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the gilded reverie Lenormand. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are:, pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.



Another thing that is very leftist in mentality in what Tricia was doing with me or trying to, when they can’t indoctrinate you, they demonize you. My stepmom was like this as well so I know it isn’t only leftist who do this. So I’m not saying it’s leftist behavior but lately especially if they know you’re conservative, it seems to be a trend. Let me be me and have my values without trying to indoctrinate. She also was a foster kid and was jealous of my bond with my mom. That is something you don’t mess with either. That’s another element of this that I haven’t talked about yet. But very real. Interesting that it falls under astrology timing with full moon energy She was a foster kid by choice and had a horrible relationship with her mom but after my experience with her, I know there were her own issues at play as well 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕I know Tricia is leftist enough to the point that she was probably being like how Ruth was mentality thinking she could program me by having me leg my guard down . Mg stepmom is the same way . I have seen her go this with various people including auntie . So, this experience is gonna help me process some of that as well 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿the negativity phase didn’t l last long and was easy to detect for me to know when I needed to call the friendship quits. That’s how I’ve always been with this type of thing especially 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Ruth was never a friend though but it’s an example of something she would do, similar stuff like this but she would do metaphysical warfare. Tricia wasn’t metaphysical but I am gonna do a mirror magick protective work from Start Casas book working with the Bible. That book isn’t on amazon but it’s on her main website and is great. 💕💕💕💕💕💕another example of my privacy level on a lot. But, nowadays though, a lot has shifted about this type of stuff and how much is shared with censorship stuff and safety in general on a lot of levels 🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️my stepmom had similar family strife energy like how Tricia does but it was about her dad. Similar stuff there. Thankful for Taurus daughters and Scorpio dads. It’s a bond you don’t mess with!!! Both my parents aren’t in their seventies yet. They had me when they were young 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Tricia was how she was enough for me to be cautious of any photo. And phone recording. She was in the habit of smearing people with sound bites on the phone. I saw her do it with others to know that was how she would do that but I found this out about her recently. I’m glad I found it out when I did. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕especially what she considers yelling and sound bites are one sided especially how she would do it I’m cautious about phones now to a certain extent because of this. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️she had zero compassion for the hard of hearing aspect and her own rules about what she considered yelling. She got affected by my dogs bark as an example of how edge she is about it🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢I found out about the phone smearing behavior after Halloween weekend as well as gender ideology indoctrination attempt of me amped up. I found out about the phone smearing last week but it was about someone else . It didn’t take long for me to be extremely cautious about her with all that 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢largely Halloween weekend was the attempted indoctrination start. When I didn’t fall in line to that, it was attack mode 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢she was around enough before to prove this theory pretty correct. I have been around enough in various spiritual communication to recognize ideologies being pushed to that extent as well. She is Venus in Aquarius enough and shows signs of it enough with stuff to give reason to believe I am not being paranoid about this. As well as the music envy issues. My fave grandpa wax also Venus in Aquarius, another ancestral protective thought. My grandpa (moms dad) was Venus in Aquarius but hetero and on the conservative side of quite a bit. He was a Capricorn sun with a Leo moon. Something like this would have been his battle cry for protecting his girls. Feeling the ancestral protection huge! The protective energy of his astrology is and always has been an intense one . Especially about family bonds 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️