Could use the energy of this psalm again. I added more detail in the post yesterday about the drama happening currently. 💕💕💕💕💕I added quite a bit to the post about stuff in meditation about it 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
It was one of the longest friendships I have had with a gal. Mars in Aries and Venus in Aries tend to prefer the company of men rather than women in friendships. I’ve always been like that. It wasn’t an easy thing to do but it was something I knew I had to do with the way the energy was shifting there. Based on what I knew about how she treated Jason. She was more a friend of his moms but he would be there when she was there and she would try to catch any abusive behavior from him cuz he is a conservative. Just based on how she talked about him and that was the vibe I got post Halloween incident which was largely her stuff as well but I still don’t think she’s admitting that. 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮especially about raised voices type stuff but that is also where she is misleading herself quite a bit especially in situations like folks who are hard of hearing. There are other things to consider than just ptsd triggers with decibel level in voices. She has always known about the hard of hearing part with me so that was not hidden from her at all . That type of leftist energy is one I can’t be around. Like I said, it’s possible to be peaceful but, there needs to be boundaries about that . This shift started happening at Halloween weekend. I will not be around that type of energy long Even if I gotta go grey rock (psychological defense term) about it,. But yeah that’s also what gave the idea about the cards yesterday about the bitch session with her friend against conservatives. I have never even met the friend of hers but, based on the read and other stuff as well it’s what I gathered from it. So it’s all one sided stuff there cuz he’s just hearing her side of the story with talking points he will agree on 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿libs might find this difficult to understand but conservatives will get it fully. I’m independent politically on paper but lean conservative on quite a few issues 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
She was an alcoholic. I am sober and she was always having the attitude that I am stuck up cuz I’m sober. That brought up issues for me from Kevin days about that. I usually avoid that culture as much as possible. That’s the divide with alcoholic types and sober types. Even with platonic friendship 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕Neptune is direct!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕with what I know from her chart, and she pretty much proved me correct, she can tend to be extremely competitive in everything. Has to one up you and the minute I stopped giving her opportunity to do this, she lost interest quickly and moved on. It’s also a lit about how you react to something as well. She was similar to Ruth in this type of thing extremely. Which is a main reason why it didn’t feel safe enough to sing for her ever, even before I knew the chart info. She won’t do shadow work on herself though. I know this based on observation of how she is. 💕💕💕💕💕💕I’m glad she didn’t hear me sing for safety sake about privacy stuff and concerns about that though. Spirit will guide when timing is right for any music portfolio stuff. I’ll let folks know on here only when I do any of that so stay tuned on here only for all that info as I get it 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the antique anatomy tarot. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far right. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
Spiritual collective pick a card reading for today working with the gilded reverie Lenormand. As with all the readings I do on here, I do all these readings for the spiritual collective so please take what resonates with you and leave what does not resonate with you. Choices are: pile 1 at. the far left, pile 2 in the middle and pile 3 at the far left. If you feel like you need to look at the full note, please do cuz there is probably something in it that you might need to see.
I feel the ancestral protective energy from my grandpa. He was an alcoholic yo the point that I still have issues about it from when I was a kid and he was the mein male figure that was around me all the time when I was a kid even though he did manage to get it under control and go mostly sober. Capricorn sun and Leo moon man us a fierce protective energy of his girl. Thank you for the ancestral protection, Grandpa Don. Love you!!! 💕💕💕💕💕💕he never got violent but he got moody enough to scare me . To the point where he knew he had to quit or cut way back on it. Preferably to quit 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️especially in this situation, I see the ancestral protective energy, full force 💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I found an interesting article in Far Out from December 5, 2022 about Slowhsnd (Eric Clapton) talking about JJ Cale songwriting stuff 💕💕💕💕💕💕trying to focus on more constructive energy cuz, there is this element that is possible with experience like this for music 💕💕💕💕💕💕gonna start looking up stuff on music theory basics as well as other stuff I have been talking about with this. It’s out there if ya look 💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Pacing myself with the cards tomorrow 💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Folks are really sensitive about pronouns ideology stuff and libs trying to say what is polite or not based on that. It’s just a good thing to be mindful and aware of with some people. Even to the point of if it’s in their bio if they have a social media or what 💕💕💕💕💕💕that was kind of the energy of what exploded about Tricia as well, I think cuz she is in that culture so much that she branded me as rude based on that as well. Just some thoughts 💕💕💕💕💕💕to avoid this I usually just say hey you to folks I don’t know what their views are on the situation or if o don’t know them yet. It has seemed to be an okay way to go about it so far 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
And yes, Halloween time, she was starting to try to push gender ideology on me however at baby step level which was a part of the whole day. 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢that wasn’t a part of the blow up that day though. 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿it’s just something ya do t attempt with a Scorpio rising chick in sidereal in sidereal mc north node is Libra, same as tropical astrology north node. It helps to balance the scorpio rising energy a bit 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
A thing that clued me in about the envy factor with music and Tricia happened on thanksgiving. I was talking about left handed intimidation about guitar and she said she plays guitar but with her right hand and she is right handed and I explained about the way a lot of musicians tend to play traditional with non dominant hand. She also said her teacher made fun of her singing voice and that was when my momma said I have a nice singing voice and things exploded shortly after this. Ego stuff is real, especially in music issues. She reminds me of another gal pal I had as a kid who was also sexually abused with very similar issues (again my Venus in Pisces in sidereal tendencies in friendship as well with this that I need to be more cautious of) 💕💕💕💕💕💕with her chart I know the ego stuff is a large part of it. She hates to be wrong about anything especially something that she thought she was doing traditional but found out that she actually wasn’t but, if she thinks about musicians reaction to that if she has had that at all, it’ll make more sense to her in future 💕💕💕💕💕💕based off knowing about her chart info as well I know this is an accurate assumption 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️