Majorly was having internet connection issues. I fixed sone typos in the post from yesterday when I talked about the Jim experience. That relationship also explains my Uranus in the 12th house in sidereal. Initiated thelemites were way too organized religion as well but he was thinking of bringing me to some of the religious stuff there. 💕💕💕💕💕stuff like this, I really wish I would have been aware of my sidereal especially. I think with some of that stuff though you get a natural instinct within yourself about it. That way a main reason why I am drawn to the Thoth tarot deck at times. 💕💕💕💕💕💕to get Andy kind of a serious commitment from a thelemite is a Fete on its own . So it’s kind of kind of makes length of time exempt even though it was st least a year. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️and it makes the cards hiatus from when I was with Kevin a bit more understandable still about the healing aspect. I was focused nord. on Reiki in those days. A big chunk of the time after Jim. First time opening up about some of the Jim details in the . It’s a bit easier to understand the timelines now with some more details. As far as age goes, Jim was a gen x so, same age bracket. Kevin was as well but a bit older than me. 💕💕💕💕I’ll check for typos in yesterday’s post on here in a bit. I think I got most of them if not all 💕💕💕💕💕💕it was also the Kevin WTf was i thinking thing that made me realize no matter how hurt I was about something, no more card hiatus for any reason. 💕💕💕💕I met Jim as I was exiting the Catholic Church 💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
With music stuff I usually helped with backstage stuff a lot. Only details I will give about anything exactly especially since things have shifted a lot with how a lot of that is done anyway nowadays. Especially cuz Kevin and his goons can still be insane as well with any of this type of info 💕💕💕💕💕🧿nowadays though, I would have reserved energy more in anything like that especially. I got some useful skill in the process though 💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Pacing myself with the cards today but I’ll do some in a bit on here so, stay tuned on here only for all that info as I get it💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️I fixed some typos in this post when I was talking about the age of Kevin and Jim. Neptune retrograde is fooking insane today! . Things have proven that with some folks like that, time knows no limits. Especially during Tennessee days eith what he was trying with that still. Why I had to do the full legal name change to get fully away from him 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Currently indulging in listening to Albert King: I‘ll Play The Blues for You. (All time top five fave tune) 💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
And yes, I did very briefly convert to Protestant during the time I was with Kevin and slightly before it. When folks have a traumatic break up, always look at whatever spiritual type stuff they might be going through especially if it’s giving up something they love like cards, especially.That Phase didn’t last long cuz the trad way so different from what I was accustomed to largely. I found conjure style more in Tennessee but some in Florida and I felt drawn to it in general snd still do.💕💕💕💕💕I got baptized southern Baptist as well, when I converted to Protestant briefly . 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️it’s how I came to conjure/hoodoo but with Wiccan ethics 💕💕💕💕💕💕the reiki system is Usui reiki system and it has a pretty strict set of rules to be legit so, use caution and do research if you wanna start looking in on your own spiritual lineage with that. Due to obvious privacy issues, I need to keep my teachers name private. I still do keep in contact with her and some other Florida folks in that circle that weren’t in Kevin’s crowd there. I don’t do reiki professionally and probably won’t cuz that’s a whole other thing all together of intensity. I definitely have the ability for it according to my teacher and a few others though. Spirit will guide in all that when and if for timing . It’s a Saturn in the 8th house type thing in my tropical astrology chart. The metaphysical community as well as lots of fakers to be cautious of that I noticed as well . Gotta be on your toes about ethics stuff especially with that 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Pacing myself with the cards today but, I thought I would do just one read today for the sake of totally pacing myself with it. Lots of heavy energy today with Neptune energy 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This Neptune bout to be direct stuff is making my Chiron in Taurus in my ;4th house conjunct my mercury in Taurus in my 5th house in my tropical astrology show. 💕💕💕💕💕💕🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️